Ammu.kutty

He could be very nice, have lovely eyes and make me laugh

What do I do with that? 

What if when he sees me I like him and he knows it?
What if he opens up a door and I can't close it?
What happens then?

If when he holds me, my heart is set in motion
I'm not prepared for that
I'm scared of breaking open but still I can't help from hoping

to find someone to talk to who likes the way I am

Someone who when he sees me wants to again.